Begining the Journey

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Begining: I'm making an oath to myself to write about my journey through painting and finding strength through the Lord to overcome obstacles. Also finding love, I’m not talking about a man, but finding love for things that I cannot change and learning to love unconditionally. Lately life has been like sand falling between my fingers and I’m feeling like I’m losing control. So I decided that I'm taking these next few months to really learn who I am and what purpose I have in life. Many of things have happened in these past few months that have left me hopeless. But through God and an inspiring person things are looking just a little tad better. I want to start this journey by looking at positive things that have happened in my life the day of or day prior no matter how gloomy that day may have seemed. I will try my hardest not to list the same thing more than one and I also want to attach something that has inspired me during the day.  I hope that those of you who are actually reading this will jump in the rollercoaster with me and take this journey and learn something from what I’m hoping to learn during this time.


Promise: Through all my stress and feeling hopeless this past week, Ginny has allowed me to see the light through the lyrics of this song.

Insiprational Song: If You Want Me To by Ginny Owens

The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I dont know the reason why you brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I will go through the valley
If You want me to

CHORUS:
Now I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise
You're not through with me yet
So if all of these trials bring me closer to You
I will go through the fire
If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world that's not my own
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I'll never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the suffering Your love put You through
And I will go through the valley
If You want me to